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You know, sorrow is a deep feeling. It stays with you for a long time even if you get on with your life. I miss my friend, the one I lost, and the more time goes by, the more I remember things. Adam is deeply connected with her, especially songs like Outlaws of Love, Underneath, and WWFM. Especially the last one.

So now when I listen to Adam I often get flashes of her, of us, together.

It's so weird how this goes, how memories work, how little it matters in the end how you're treated because what you do is miss someone. It's just an ache. It hurts. And it still makes me cry.

I don't want to get rid of these feelings, but I don't want to hold onto them either. And in a way, I'm really happy I'm feeling so much. I mostly feel deeply content in my life, and I forget easily. I don't carry things with me. So it's good to know that things can affect me this much. It means they are real.

So yes, I miss her.

Date: 2013-07-05 07:51 pm (UTC)
casey270: (world in a bubble)
From: [personal profile] casey270
the good times are too good to be lost in the recesses of my mind,
but they can't be kept without keeping the pain too


it's part of a poem my Auntie wrote when my Grandma died. it just seems to fit

Date: 2013-07-06 02:14 am (UTC)
jeweledvixen: (A Adam Head Down Rainbow)
From: [personal profile] jeweledvixen
You could write your thoughts in a journal so that if/when you forget, you have something to remind you of those feelings and memories.

It's amazing that Adam is helping you remember your friend. He's like that without even realizing it.

Date: 2013-07-06 02:49 am (UTC)
thraceadams: (Revolution comfort hug)
From: [personal profile] thraceadams
for reasons I don't want to get into here and feelings I don't want to redredge up, I completely understand what you mean. For me the sadness is with Better Than I Know Myself. And also Broken English. They remind me of friends I lost and happy times that should have been happening but instead unhappy times were. But I still totally love Adam and I love both those songs and they don't always make me sad, just sometimes.

And yeah, it just matters that you miss someone in the end, even if they hurt you.

*HUGS*

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